Because i haven't blogged for a month..

......... i will now....

Perhaps nothing much is going on at this moment, im still on the adjustment period.. i would say i am allright........ im enjoying this new life i have, but at the same time, I am little by little getting used to being here. Maybe someday I will love it...but for now...let's just say it just is and I'm doing alright... I'm sure as the months go by..... Hmm, i wanna see my family and friends, i miss them like crazy........Anyway, visit me in MySpace....

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-Side Bar Fotos Updated-

Side bar fotos updated [May 19, 2006]
Latest news:
Oh, i gained weight from 90 lbs. i am now 101 lbs. which is good though..... i work out and i want to stay fit.

Its been a while.......

It's been almost 2 months since I arrived and I have mixed emotions about being here. On one hand, I am super excited about the new experiences and all the new people I'm going to meet. On the other hand, I miss my family, I miss my friends and I miss my life. Here are some new pics, just wanted to post some fotos i have recently:


We just got married last April 12, 2006, this is our wedding pics.

We went to south florida last week, spent a few days there, i met Gil's brother Mark and his family.


Nathalie, Mark, Michelle,Gil and me..

Some new people i met:
Me and Karrah, and Melanie.

So that was then...

FINALLY, i found pictures from my last week in Manila. Here they are:

Dorky smile..............................

The past 3 weeks..............

In the past 3 weeks, i tried to take the most of my time in Manila as i could, with family and few friends... - hanging out with family and friends before i finally say goodbye to them... i wont be able to see them for a year or two =( . Before i left, i have eaten my favorite food, went to places i wont be able to go to for awhile and i went partying as hard as i can.

So now here i am in Florida, I dont know anyone other than my fiance Gil, i dont have a car, a job or anything to do yet really. I miss Manila already, i miss my family, my pet, friends, neighbors.. (although i dont get along with them that much, i miss the noisy neighborhood during my afternoon nap). Anyway, i feel that i found something here that i could never find in Manila... peace and quiet?... space?..... and silence... all of the that.......


There's a lot to get used to and some are the most bratty things, i do household stuff in manila, but one thing thats hard for me is the kitchen stuff, i cant cook, now i have to cook and prepare my own food, which i am not used to.......... you know, my mom who's always there who can do it for me. Im such a lazy bitch sometimes, thats one thing i need to unlearn over here. Ahhhh, i told myself the first 2 weeks to relax, i will be fine and get used to where i am right now.

It was sad the day i left, although i dont show my emotions to anyone, im good with hiding it. My tears wont fall when everyone is there, i can control it. Even the day i was about to leave, i was able to hold my tears. I rode with Edward, (my sister's boyfriend for 4 years)going to the airport, with my niece and my sister Rea in the backseat. It was sad, i dont even know when im gonna see them again.


I started crying uncontrollably, while i was already on the plane when it started to take off, i was sitting next to 3 senior women, i really didnt care if they hear me crying, then they started to notice me and asked me if everythings allright....... "I'm fine" i said and smiled to them... and i heard my cellphone beep and i cried more after i read the message....... anyway...... i know its sound ma-drama... i made it safe to Florida peeps!

Oh well, greetings to everybody! I miss you all! i'l be home before you know it!...........


This foto was taken last Saturday (Mar.25) with Alma (first pinay i met here) It was her birthday. Im happy i was able to meet a few nice people here.



Saturday night, parteh, parteh!!! Peace out Philippines..................

Partied all night........

Moi, posing in front of Rockwell Tent after the Intima Fashiow show, we went to Temple after with friends Yabo and Pam. I had fun as always when Yabo is present in every night out, i haven't parteh so hard for a while... last weekend i have all my energy to dance crazily, with a sore legs and feet the next day.... but its alright..... partying releases all my stress and sadness..... But I think my "sad eyes" are started to sparkle again.... oh well... a few more pics....


Oh and i got a comment from my previous post about my driving violations, im sorry if it sounded like i assumed all cops are corrupt.... i didnt say ALL of them.... "some" of them are "kotong cops" {mulcting cops}... I am now a good citizen of my own country... I FOLLOW all the traffic Rules... *winkwink*

"interesting to know that you had a driver's license in the first place when, i think based on your blog on "driving violations" -- it seems you don't know how to drive. or you know how to even just a little bit, but the problem is you cannot interpret road signs (bad way to get behind the wheel). worse, you claim that you've been driving for 2 yrs, and you still violate road laws. and also not all police officers and MMDA personnel are corrupt. happy driving! --Posted by Anonymous to My Life Adventures at 2/11/2006 07:34:58 AM "

Love month...and something to bitch about...

Its been awhile since my last update, i have been busy the past few weeks... i finally done everything and i have some few things to bitch about..... but il tell you later....
Anyway, its LOVE month.... my second Valentines with my bebe together.... and last one apart. Hmmm.. what i can do this
Valentine without my baby here, hmmm im going to make a "fantasy box!" where i will write down all my fantasies in seperate pieces of paper.... fold them, put them all in a box and when im with my baby [soon], and when that steamy mood strikes........ i could pull one out.......... I love you, Gil.........



You are my bestfriend, my hero and my guardian angel.
You are my best friend, now you know the good and bad in me,
and you still there for me knowing how unreasonable i was.
You know how silent i can be, howcrazy i am.
Remember there's only one perfect coffee for us,
for you its Grande Starbucksmocha frap. for me its the smaller size.
You know my imperfection, my evil side,darkest personality, my fears
and dreams yet loves and cares just the same.
You've been so sweet, loving and caring.
I love the way you grab my hand while we walked and when
you looked at me and smiled at me i feel a gentle dance that
makes my heart flutter. I heard your loving voice i just tend to
lose all thoughts and just listento you.

I stopped believing in Prince Charming, Superman, and
Knight in shining armor.I dont need anyone of them.
You are my hero my personal guardian angel...
You stayed the same person to inspite of everything,
you know how to forgive me whether its a big or small mistake.
You are a amazing person that no matter how sad a circumtances
maybe,you will always find a way to turn it around.
I love your thoughts, your dreams, your hopes,your wishes for
the future. I see you brightly in my life showing me my path,
lifesjourney could get really dark but you were still there to guide
when i am lost, i cansee you shining into the dark.
Thanks for the sweet poem, it brighthens my day and it makes
my smile remembering each single word you wrote. i wish to
hear your laughs reach my ears again,hear your voice calling my name.

That was an old message poem for Gil.... ..........

Anyway, heres something to bitch about.... i noticed this everywhere i go... while queuing.... for that high coveted visa.... ATM machines... post office.... anywhere... where i have to queue...

Sometimes i wonder why some people take so much time pulling out money from the ATM, i was running behind... someone was withdrawing the whole bank's money.. thats what i thought.... why can she do her transaction in a minute??

And there was this guy, that line up to close, almost touching my butt! while queing in the fast food counter, i was feeling shitty and tired and hungry... i just gave him a bad look... like stay away from me look!..... and another thing that irritates me... is his loud voice while his mouth was close to my ear! AND his repulsive bacd breath........ grrrrr.... so i just queued on the other counter.... ahhhh.. LEAve me alone!

And there was this girl... on the fast food counter...... fondling and texting and showing off her hi tech mobile phone while ordering on the counter.... while the queue was long.... tsk tsk tsk....

This one i really hate.... People that smoke while there is a big sign just in front of them "NO SMOKING" and throwing there tiny cigarettes on the street.... grrr.... would you like me to drop that cigarette butt in your mouth? better huh?

Sigh....... these are just the tedious things in life, people in general..... yes, I talking strangers!.... it happens everywhere i know....

Oh, to the readers, im sorry if you think it sounds offensive... this happens... really...

My Year End Special

I've been thinking for a nice year end thingy for my blog.. I dont want to post my new year resolutions as i am sure i will end up not
following them.. I'd rather see what fits along the way... ok then, lets get started...

Best Moments of 2005
- When Gil came over [ the moments i spent with him was real heaven, which i terribly miss! ]
- Seeing a friend whom i havent seen for a year...
- High School reunion, [ cathing up with old friends is remarkable, its when you sit down together, reminisce the past both good times
and bad times, the fun and the awkward moments and how we were like before... was fun... ]
- Spent Christmas and New Year with family.
- Island hopping in Thailand

Worst moment of 2005
- not seeing and talking to Gil for 2 days.... he spoiled me a lot... we're thousand miles away, thats so sad and worst*waaaa* but he always make time to call.
- missing my nap.. hahaha..
- annoying neighbor on their afternoon karaoke sessions.... *grrrrrr*
- got caught a few times from violating traffic rules.. *MMDA*

my Best Buys of the Year
- Seagate 40 gbytes hard disk, DVD combo for my pc, and a 500php generic webcam. [all from Gilmore, greenhills]
- used samsung computer monitor 15"
- VNC shoes and SCHU shoes
- the 50% off Folden & Hang clothes {local brand]
- book: Girlosophy [the break up survival kit] Anthea Paul

Worst Buy
- Norton Anti virus system works Platinum Edition... waaaaaa.. pirated.. hahaha... screwed up my pc.

Best Gift of 2005
- mp3 player 256MB

NEW things i Did this year
- Learning more on Macromedia flash MX. [www.actionscript.net]
- Grew my hair long to my waist. I started to get tired taking too much time rinsing and putting conditioner, combing after i shower.
- connecting and installing the hard disk i bought.. not knowing where to plug the wires *hahahaha* i got it working though... *wink*
- being bitch *hahahaha*
- blogging [rant and rave online]

Good Bye 2005, Im ready 2006!

December, December again........

***sigh*** Christmas is coming, it's getting colder already! I can feel it, i was at the terrace last night, i remembered 'bout last year. It is still clear in my head, how i felt that night when i saw the person i once loved, i was close to passing out,weakening knees... i felt someone punched me in the stomach. But the respect still remains, everyone is free to make choices, i dont, and i cant own anyone. "Sorry, i didnt tell you sooner" that message still marked in my head. Like i said, the respect remains, i instinctively trust people because i know this world is not filled with wicked poeple.. i dont want to see the world like that... TAMA NA!!!
Oh well, what i wanna do now.... i wanna go around major bazzar for shopping! Experience the manila traffic, see nice people smiling at each other, kids laughing holding theyre candies, I love this holiday season. but dont forget to share blessing with people who are in need.