Important Lesson....

I learned a valuable lesson, Life is a continuous process of learning and exploring, I learned that although i am very emotional and sentimental, i dont have to drown in my feelings all the time, "There are lot of reason to be cheerful and to be realistic. There are somethings that happened from the past that you can't come back, just when u think you're am ok, but realize that the pain still there, like it just happened last week,even just last month, or even a year... it still reflects in your mind.... that's ok, BUT strive for your happiness..........

I know i will be happy, i know what i am capable of, and

i have someone special who's making my world better and most importantly, i have someone who I want to share my world.


"You are not the same body you were last week or even yesterday, or even last year.... you are changing - all day everyday, that's why there's a new you on a daily basis..."

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New Home.... Gil's Place...
Gil goofing.....
Gil in Chinese Market...
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Me and my Best Buddy.... Fatty...

Unforgettable Toilet Stories...

Part I
This happens few years back, LBM and UTI on mission.... i was thinking why the gods or urine and excrement doing this.. what did i do?!

One day on my way home, i feel something weird in my tummy, i feel extreme pain twisting in my stomach, yeah i suffered from Loose Bowel Movement, i was sweating inside the car, trying to drive past to get home and deliver the most urgent call of nature. I cant imagine myself making mess inside the car, squirting the highly unpleasant, morally foul, feces covering the seats.... ahhhh..NO!!! i dont want the inside of my car be covered with feces.. so i have to push the gas pedal, get home before it squirt out...i need to go to the TOILET quickly... i was also thinking why not try to pull over to the nearest gasoline station, so i did, unfortunately........... the "womens toilet was locked" arrgggg.... i didnt waste time to ask, im pretty sure i cannot use the toilet, i saw rust and its unfinished structure, and the scent wasn't really good.......... arrrgggg... so i quickly ran to my car and drive as fast as i can......... I was near... yeah... come on.. go... go...

Finally,on my arrival, i was safe, but i know my favorite underwear and pants aren't safe anymore from the thick odorous substance that needs to let out.... I ran quickly to the toilet... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... it was such a huge relief... to my tummy.... ahhhhh...

I was already wondering what i have eaten...while im in the toilet... "I must have eaten something terribly bad.." Hmmmm.....I have eaten a lot that day and i really cannot remember which of which made my tummy suffer............" After a few hours... i felt a circular pain motion in my tummy for the 2nd time after a few hours i poop...... oh My.... i feel it again.... "I need to drop the kids to the pool" another call from the Gods of Excrement........ whew! i finished, i felt a nice relief after the 2nd poop... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water... sat on the couch... "think, think" what did i eat, that made me sick?!" Hmmmmm..."I still dont know!"

I decided to go to the store to get a medicine.. cos i really cannot take it anymore.... the pain and the smell.. hehehe... made me feel more sick.... so i took the medicine... hoping that it will go away... after a few minutes... the same pain in my tummy strikes again... ahhhhhhhhh... TOILET! well.. fortunately.. it wasn't bad as the 1st and 2nd... i felt it would be the last... ahhhhhhhhh.. and yeah.. it was the last.. and i didnt feel the pain after my 3rd poop.... Thanks, DiaTabs!

PART II

Same week when i had LBM, after 3 days... i woke up in the morning went to the toilet for the daily morning routine... I pee.... i usually look the toilet bowl everytime i pee... on the last drop of my pee... i noticed... traces of blood.. i know it wasnt my monthly period... i thought... could it be... UTI?

Same day... I went to see a OB-Gyne.... i had urinalysis... i got the result after an hour and yeah.. it was UTI... so my Dr. gave me prescription...bought the medicine.. i have to take for 1 week... i should be fine after 1 week.. the antibiotic worked great... at the end of the week... no more traces of blood... ahhhh.....

Happy Halloween

"There' s something strange in the neighborhood... WHO YOU GONNA CALL?"

My baby in his ghostbuster costume... check out horror movie reviews.. C L I C K H E R E

Reality TV Shows

As you noticed.. i changed my layout, how's that, huh? Anyway, i was browsing the net and browsed PINOY big brother site.. and then searched for big brother in other coutries. and i found about dutch big brother which was aired in 1999 and had proven to be succesful and now we have it here in Philippines..

It sounds like "pinoy big brother" is kinda boring...( i like watching it though) but the real factor isn't there its like they're just too guarded and it seems like that theyre just "acting"... the reality thing is almost vanishing..

The past few weeks.......

oh well, i am back, there are somethings to take care of and my computer wasn't working for almost a month, i replaced my hard disk, so its working now because of my brand new hard drive. Three weeks ago i went partying with friends all night at Eastwood Libis "The Basement" it was my second time to go that bar, it was really crowded that night, i really didnt like it when its too crowded but they all want to go there, i am easy going so.. i can be anywhere, it was fun though.. i stayed out real late.. i got home 6 am! Had a late chat with friends.

Early this month, my car was wrecked,it wasn't my fault, i was not the one driving. My eldest sister took the car, with her friend (which i dont know who he is) -i wont trust anyone to drive the car next time- well, she tried to learn to drive but dont know what the heck she did, i didnt heard any explanation to her when she returned the car.My car was brought to the shop, took 1 week to fix,... I miss the bottleneck Manila traffic though, lovely tunes when i hear jeepneys blowing their horns and cursing from other drivers.. funny to hear them says "putang ina mo" ***mother (&c()r***, people crossing the street.

Last week, i had cleaned out the negative energy and get a new vibe going.[like my bedroom] "its time to get the energy moving and grooving again," I boxed them, to the bin, store them, just putting them away.

MOBILE PHONE POLITENESS
someone was persistent, who kept calling, but instead of being polite, someone just left their mobile phone ringing. yeah got the trick worked, finally got the message.. ?!!!

Last night,[almost everynight] been busy watching "Pinoy Big Brother" {its a reality tv series aired everyday,{ABS CBN channel 2} where 12 strangers will be staying under one roof for 100 days, a house where TV, radio, newspapers, phonelines and mobile phones are non-existent, watching their moves all day with cameras in every corner of the house.}, dont know why i liked watching it, perhaps im tired or watching scripted soap operas.

Today, i spent my whole morning with Gil, here's some part of our chat: I love this part...

GiLman: but we have to wait a little longer
GiLman: they better freaken hurry up
babevian: yes.. tel them to hurry up.. im loosing my patience.. hehe
GiLman: i have already lost mine
GiLman: i had one left going into this past week....but they are all gone now
babevian: hehehe.. but please wait for me baby...
GiLman: baby
GiLman: i dont want anyone else
GiLman: i will not accept anyone else
GiLman: you are the one for me
GiLman: it took me this long to find you
GiLman: i am not letting you go over a little waiting

I love rain.....

I love it when its raining, but only at "night".... Gil loves thunderstorm... im a bit scared of heavy thunderstorm and lightning, it would be nice if he is next to me though...I couldn't sleep when i hear thunderstorm, i always cover myself under the sheet, listening to the heavy rain and thunder... is nice though.. it brings me memories of when i was a kid, whenever i hear thunder, i ran quick to my parents room and sleep in between mom and dad.

Its one of my favorite season, I love rain...

True Love.........

Everybody is waiting for love to come their way, finding the "true happiness" that they will treasure through their entire life... I believe there's nothing perfect in this world, there will be some problems in relationships but when two people learn to love and accept each other and willing to listen, they will over come every problems that might come.

I Love you, baby.....I feel so blessed that i met a person like you... thanks for coming into my life........