The past 3 weeks..............

In the past 3 weeks, i tried to take the most of my time in Manila as i could, with family and few friends... - hanging out with family and friends before i finally say goodbye to them... i wont be able to see them for a year or two =( . Before i left, i have eaten my favorite food, went to places i wont be able to go to for awhile and i went partying as hard as i can.

So now here i am in Florida, I dont know anyone other than my fiance Gil, i dont have a car, a job or anything to do yet really. I miss Manila already, i miss my family, my pet, friends, neighbors.. (although i dont get along with them that much, i miss the noisy neighborhood during my afternoon nap). Anyway, i feel that i found something here that i could never find in Manila... peace and quiet?... space?..... and silence... all of the that.......


There's a lot to get used to and some are the most bratty things, i do household stuff in manila, but one thing thats hard for me is the kitchen stuff, i cant cook, now i have to cook and prepare my own food, which i am not used to.......... you know, my mom who's always there who can do it for me. Im such a lazy bitch sometimes, thats one thing i need to unlearn over here. Ahhhh, i told myself the first 2 weeks to relax, i will be fine and get used to where i am right now.

It was sad the day i left, although i dont show my emotions to anyone, im good with hiding it. My tears wont fall when everyone is there, i can control it. Even the day i was about to leave, i was able to hold my tears. I rode with Edward, (my sister's boyfriend for 4 years)going to the airport, with my niece and my sister Rea in the backseat. It was sad, i dont even know when im gonna see them again.


I started crying uncontrollably, while i was already on the plane when it started to take off, i was sitting next to 3 senior women, i really didnt care if they hear me crying, then they started to notice me and asked me if everythings allright....... "I'm fine" i said and smiled to them... and i heard my cellphone beep and i cried more after i read the message....... anyway...... i know its sound ma-drama... i made it safe to Florida peeps!

Oh well, greetings to everybody! I miss you all! i'l be home before you know it!...........


This foto was taken last Saturday (Mar.25) with Alma (first pinay i met here) It was her birthday. Im happy i was able to meet a few nice people here.



Saturday night, parteh, parteh!!! Peace out Philippines..................